I have debated whether or not to continue posting on this blog since I feel that this breakup is over. My lack of posts contributes to that among many other factors including starting classes once again, family problems and the continuation of my relationship with J.
Tonight, however, I am officially breaking things off with C. In a sense, I am cutting that last string of hope that I had for a future for us together. I plan on doing this, by coming clean about my relationship with J. I know that C. will not want to hear it and I know that I should have told him sooner. I want to still be so angry at C. for all that he put me through, but at the end of today, I find myself filled with pity and I feel my own shame for not being able to be honest with him.
Thus, this makes it the official end of to the breakup. Will I continue to blog, I am not sure; but I know that by doing this, I have gotten some sense of self and have slowly healed the wounds that were so deep in my soul that they will leave scars forever. I hope is that someone out there who might happen upon this blog, find my situation, similar or funny or sad and just learn from it. So, for now at least, goodbye.... until later?
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Chronicling the reasons behind a break up, the emotions experiences and reidentifying who I am and my true worth.
Anatomy of a Breakup
Cronicling the reasons for a breakup, the emotions, the experiences, and learning your own self-worth.
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